Artists are an insecure bunch. Not all, but many seek constant reassurance and direction. Newer artists may do it incessantly. They’re liable to make a career out of “what do you think?” and lose the spirit that had them fearlessly making art in the first place.
Some time ago, I made a vow to liver fearlessly…Freudian typo.
This was not entirely possible without reconciling myself to a certain degree of madness. While the decision to live fearlessly included putting myself and my art “out there,” it did not preclude the insecurity that would accompany “spreading my wares” before the masses, showing artwork publically, and the challenges of defining and refining my artistic “voice.” I also didn’t count on the Ego voicing Her rather paranoid concerns. As the stakes got higher, Her inflated decibels were on a mission to drown out reason. My motto – Starve the Ego, feed the Muse. (click to Tweet)
In the book, Art and Fear – Observations on the Perils (and Rewards) of ARTMAKING by David Bayles and Ted Orland, I read the following passage :
“Artists who need ongoing assurance that they are on the right track routinely seek out challenges that offer the clear goals and measurable feedback – which is to say – technical challenges. The underlying problem with this is not the pursuit of technical excellence is wrong, exactly, but simply that making it the primary goal puts the cart before the horse. We do not long remember those artists who followed the rules more diligently than anyone else. We remember those who made the art from which the “rules” inevitably follow.”
BAM! Bayles…or maybe Orland, nailed it. I spent this last week in New York City and had the privilege of visiting some of the finest galleries with a very accomplished art professional. As I observed a variety of artworks – some of them very sizable – I realized the work was not remarkable because it was technically sound. No. What made the art remarkable was the story it told, its expression. The tale was woven with traditional design elements, but offered so much more. These very accomplished artists did NOT make an effort to be technically perfect. They were busy story-telling, problem solving, paying homage. Upon further reflection, the art was remarkable not only due to its size and
venue, but because it also possessed a quality that, at this point, remains unnameable. The artist was not trying to “impress” the viewer; he worked for himself.
When viewing some very stellar art, it was apparent the work did not ask permission or search for acceptance. It was an extension of the artist, a bare, honest story; intimate, confident and did not seek approval. It didn’t need to. Had it sought approval, it would have missed the point. (click to Tweet)
Looking for constant assurance in artmaking, only confirms one is not yet ready. Making a career of seeking assurance can be a dead-end path – and one that may well have the artist chasing their work into various corners of the studio – never creating a cohesive body of work that tells their unique story, from their own, original perspective. The spirit of excellent artmaking, (in my humble opinion), is the fearless, audacious, mad expression and the STATEMENT the artist makes. I venture a guess that if you do it often enough, you just don’t give a shit anymore. You forge ahead like a lunatic. Look for lunacy, rather than approval, to confirm you’re on the right track (click to Tweet). I can only assume some very wonderful art has been created in asylums. My only advice would be to avoid the straight jacket, because most of us need to keep our hands free.
That’s what I think! Insecurity be damned! Go ahead, do your thing. Do it fearlessl. Be mad. All the best ones are!
You can’t please everyone, so you’ve got to please yourself,
Michelle Andres is a writer and artist who cultivates her own Well Lived Life by drinking in the beauty around her, following her passion, respecting others and doing her best to own her own dookie.
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